Tuesday, January 20, 2009

to u and to me...and to the rest of the world......

i always thought things would change....with u ...with me and rest of the world.....and i am definitely inn for the change.....today, tomorow and forever...... so how much has life changed today...... it has changed so much...that i have cut down on the most precious thing of my life...my sleep.......i have lost the control over my life...which i guess was beyond my thought or even my imagination.....
the day starts at 6 am with a quick bath ( can u bet that) ... followed by the fastest breakfast ever and then a run to the bus stop..... ask every bus if it will go where i want to ....and if it says yes..then...there i get in......a daily pass costs me...30 bugs...and then i am down at an intermittent stop....and then quickly cross the platform.... get into another bus which takes me right to the prison( my office) and then the day doesnt just move and all i do is...maskaofy the time...please move no...please.....and yes then it does melt and its 7 and definitely the best time of the day....time to leave honey....

do the same exercise in the reverse direction that i did in the morning to reach haven ( home)
eat to death ...and sleep like i was dead...... and yes i must say...wenever i had a little time...and people to care...all i did was crib...about work...about office.......

in doing this....i guess i have missed so many other things...that gave me a lot of pleasure...orkuttin......spying...chatting....calling.....nikki baby....i love u sooooooooooo much.......

so i am doing it all here today....so much to say...so much to confess...so much to cherish...
this i must call is the most terrifying period of my life.....equally exciting and depressing to some extent...sometimes to the greatest extent...
this is the time where every small move puts me to thought...and thats y it gets even more depressing....if i have a lavish lunch..i have to think twice where i can save money.......
it is this time of life where i have no identity.....the minute i think i can survive in inform.,..it gets even more scarier...and possibly a little more annoying...
but then the hope of life is that time doesnt wait....neither for u nor for me....
and bad times are always followed by the good....so i know....that the time will get over soon.....and happiness will last for ever ...here there ...and just everywhere.............

3 comments:

ambade ki bhaaji said...

I love this post...like most of your other posts!! I like what you said about time in the end...it'll pass..followed by good times..here and everywhere!! Mwahhh!! Keep writing!

Ps: I love u and i miss you :( I mailed you a couple of days ago..do you even check your mails??

myinsanethoughts said...

listen, the best time is abt to come,

u'll bbe cmg back to mumbai soon, our heaven
so till then chill honey

Anonymous said...

u have so much patientce....god bless u